this is a really cool journal skin and i am not about to waste it and no one ever reads so what the heck

-writes out thoughts-

Really. I just look at the name of this journal skin, 'Keep Dreaming.' I don't know whether I'm taking it in positively or negatively

ok so birthday went by like it never happened cuz that day was so rushed..in fact, the whole week seemed to be a rush. Apparently when you're in high school birthdays are something taken lightly, not a big deal like it was in elementary school and I guess it still hasn't sunken into me yet. Just glad to be alive..but somehow I feel like I've betrayed my child self..sorry man

Now this week is just frustrating..I have a feeling this is going to be a long month..at least, until this week is over, I can relax maybe a little. Teachers are obviously going to want to build up the pressure up until Christmas break, or even give us a little homework to let us know we're not completely off their backs..gosh I've already got new projects. Maybe it's not going to be a long month..how about a long end of the year. lol

That story of the girl and the flowers. I really liked that idea. But I keep altering it..